Fiona

A feeling from my heart

2010-08-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

Heart was broken when bad things started to happen to me.
Life its not that easy as what you think.
People doesn't know the exact feeling that you have hiding in ur heart.
Pretend is the only way not to let people worry about you.
Mature and responsibility is the thing that i have learned from everything here.
Unstoppable life still have to be unstoppable.

Move it

Minister

2010-07-18T05:51:00.000-07:00

How do we minister to the lord?

1.Worship (John 2:23-24)
Sing to the lord God Almighty is the good way to worship!
Shout to the Lord!
Jump together to raise his name

2.Prayer (rev 8:3-4)
pray is a way to talk to God! And yes indeed that the greatest way to share your
feeling and difficulty when one could not find a person to talk to.
Pray is also a way that brought you FAITH!
prayer is also a way to enhance the relationship with God and also feel his
present.

3. Ministering (psalms 100:1-2)
literally mean SERVICE!
There are many kind of service such as : pastor ministering, volunteer in doing
God's work.

GOD'S PRESENT ID ONE THOUGHT OF US! ALWAYS

Should Or

2010-06-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

I will be going back to KK a few days later.. why i do not feel any excited? but still i feel happy because i still love my home at kk and my family. Going back make me feel warm but still there is something missing =(..But i believe God will give me what i expect! NITEZ

Time flies

2010-05-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

Not realized that i have been staying in Perth for 5 months. Now final exam just in the corner, dear Lord father please give me wisdom and strength to do well in my exam, get rid of my nervous and well prepare for it! Also, i hope every decision i made , it wont let me feel remorse.

Thank you God. Amen.

Sex-Files III- indecent proposal

2010-04-17T08:53:00.000-07:00

We should not commit adultery!! So lets start!

Ex 20:14 You shall not commit adultery

STEPS TO ADULTERY ( baby steps)
1. Enjoying common interest
2. Sharing personal information
3. Anticipating time together
4. Hiding the friendship from spouse
5. Flirting, minor arousing touch
6. Inventing excuses to call
7. Deceiving words& actions
8. Physical inappropriateness

PROTECTING YOUR MARRIAGE
1 . radically reduce the risk
pv 5:8-10 keep to a path far from her, do not go near the door of her house, lets you give your best strength to other& your years to one who is cruel,
lest strangers feast on your wealth & your toil enrich another man's house

- keep a growing relationship with Chirst
- Get accountability
- Never be alone with opposite sex
- Never talk about your marriage
- Hang around those with strong & faithful marriages
- Get out of inappropriate places

2. invest passionate in your marriage
pv.5:18- 20 May your fountain be blessed, and may you rejoice in the wife of your youth. a loving doe, a graceful deer- may her breasts satisfy you always, may you even be captivated, my son , by wan adulteress. why embrace the bosom of another man's wife?

- Get open
- Get alone
- Get spiritual
- Get help
- Get naked!~

3.Visualize the destruction

- What % actually marry the forbidden lover? 3%
- What % of those marriages end in divorce? 75%
- What are the odds of a lasting marriage? 0.75%

Sex Files II

2010-04-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

Pornography- Material intended to cause sexual excitement.
Eph 4:18-19
v 17 They (gentiles) are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God acause of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts.
v 19 Having lost an sensitivity, they have given themselves over to sensuality so as to indulge in every kind of impurity, with a continual lost for more.

1. Covenant with your eyes.
Job 31:1 i made a covenant with my eyes not to look lustfully at a girl.
Mat 5.28 But i tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away...
Helpful hint: Bounce your eyes!!!!

2. take sinful thoughts captive.
2 cor 10:5 we demolish every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ starve your mind of sinful thoughts. feed the word

3.Flee temptatioin.
1 cor 6:18 Flee from sexual immorality.

Throw out the trash.
Don't travel alone
Monitor or disconnect the internet.
Avoid questionable places.
cancel questionable magazines.
Jam 4:7 Submit yourself, then , to God.
Resist, and he will flee from you.

4.Get help immediately
Ecc 4:10 If one falls down, his friend can help him up.But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up!

1 Cor 10:12-13 So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you dont fall!! No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.But when you are tempted, be will also provide a way out so that you can stand under it.

This is my church =)

SEX-Files I-Why wait?

2010-03-25T04:35:00.000-07:00

Many people cant wait to have SEX with their beloved. Some maybe they too love each other,some maybe think that it is normal. However, after SEX, we do not know what will happen next. Maybe separation with their love one, we do not know.Nowadays people like to have a pre marriage live. What is re marriage live? It is a couple live together, just like husband and wife but in real they are not!

Well, living together is good in the first but the longer they spend time together, they will find out many unlike or complain with each other and end up they broke up, in this time they already have SEX.

WHY WAIT?
1. BECAUSE I TRUST GOD
1 Thes 4:3-5,7
It is God that you should be sanctified:that you should sanctified;that each of
you should learn to control his own body in a way that is holy and honorable,not
in a passionate list like the heathen, who do not know God
....for God did not call us to be impure, but to live a holy life

"OUT OF ORDER" RISKS:
-STD's (something like AID)
-Pregnancy
-Hurts people
-lose God's blessing
-regrets

"GOD's ORDER"BENEFITS:
-Security
-Peace
-Respect

pv 3:5-6
Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;in all your ways acknowledge him, and will make your paths straight

2. BECAUSE I RESPECT MYSELF.
1 co 6:18,19b,20
Flee from sexual immorality, all other sins a man commits are outside his body,
but he who sins sexually sins against his own.
...you are not your own;you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your
body

Things to avoid:
Cat walking(girls)
Birthday suit(naked)
Sleepover(with your gf or bf)
Technical virginity
FRENCH KISS( this is hard, but sometime it is better to avoid)=)

THATS ALL I LEARNED FROM LAST SUNDAY! Cheers

First Saturday without parents

2010-03-06T05:45:00.001-08:00

All of a sudden i have the feeling of blogging =)..Hmm.. Today i woke up at 720, after that the owner's brother came to our house to move all the death brunches( if we do not move it, it will causes bush fire). My brother gave a hand on him and it takes two and a half hours still!( if my brother doesn't help him i think he needs more than three hours to clear it) LOLX However, in between i have received some advises from my sao sao, she told me not to worry and giving myself pressure too much. As long as we do our best then its okay =). Thanks to her

After that, we had our lunch right away and we go picked up Chloe. we went to the city to fix her mobile phone. we spent almost 3 hours to finish doing her stuff.First, we arrived to the shop and we waited for almost one hour then the Stupid ppl come to serve us and end up we just borrowed the phone and asking all those questions though phone -.-. After that, we went to eat chicken rice, its just cost $4 a plate. This is the cheapest chicken rice i have never had in Aus.

Chloe says that she need to find blanket and a stainless steel cup??? we looked around and eventually we decided to borrow her the heater first. haha..
Thats the end of my sat i think!

I MISS YOU

2010-02-23T04:08:00.000-08:00

I have arrived Perth safely on 18 Feb. It is a strange place for me because i have never been in this place and i'm going to stay here for a year to complete my diploma of commerce. Before coming to Perth i thought i will get use to this place but its definitely not true. I miss my home , i miss my KK, i miss my friends, i miss you .Even many people say u will get used to the life over here, but am i that strong? i doubt

Everytime when i have finished my school, i will think of u because we used to finish class together , walk together to the class n even back home. we go to recess together , eat together , play together ,even get angry with each other. But now we are separated in different places. I hope our relationship will still as sweet as last time even we are separated and even sweeter than last time. =) The way i miss you nothing can describe. Tears is coming out continuously everytime i think of u. Missing the warmest of ur hand cluthed my hand, missing the hug we gave each other after we have argued.
I LOVE YOU

Time in KL

2010-02-13T12:34:00.000-08:00

Hey.. i started to blog again! it has been a long long time i didnt update my blog..so, i went to kl at feb 1 to 8! well, it was awesome coz shopping is every girls whose favourite however, money getting lesser everyday and u have to spending it wisely! hahaha LOL

I LOVE THIS! IT was AWESOME!!i have to try it again next time

Fish market~

Appreaciate

2009-12-16T04:06:00.000-08:00

Its jason!! so cute =)

well, it was a great experience for me in this visit!I have learned how to communicate with a 6 year old kid! His name is jason! He is cute and active but not too hyper active! He is very obedient !He is a intelligent small little boy! He likes to learn chinese language. His father is chinese and his mother is india if i'm not mistaken. He knows chinese but he cannot speak.I believe that one day he could speak chinese very well!!!!!

I was very happy that i have the opportunity to visit them(care heaven).we should appreciate what we have today! May God bless them !!!

They are performing a song-和你一樣

Close On His Heels

2009-10-25T16:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night before i went to sleep, I read my daily bread. To sum up, it suggests that we are to follow Jesus as closely as possible. Is Jesus enough?? Many people had been working themselves through illness,loneliness and childlessness. This time truly is a suffering time. Who should they seek?? But when through prayer and faith, we can surely drawn as close to Jesus as we could, Walking "right On His heel," Jesus will calmed our soul, restored strength, and give us peace.

Are you feeling far from the Lord- empty, weak, and afraid?? It's time to follow Close on His heels i told myself.

Follow Me, as i will make you fishers of men. Matthew 4:19

"God, give me the faith of a little child!

A faith that will look to Thee-

That never will falter and never fail,

But follow Thee trustingly." - Showerman

Remember, The Closer we walk with God, the clearer we see His guidance.

Time

2009-10-17T08:32:00.000-07:00

Time is very important for me now. When you are having a great time, u will not realize the time is running coz u are not bothering about it. However, when you need the time to freeze, you will then realize it is running in a pace. Well, there are 3 more weeks still i have to face the external exam. Isn't it fast? My gosh! one of my friends say if u too nervous and put it a lot heavy in it, the results will much more worsen then u see it as a simply test. Well, it is hard for me to cant put down my nervous inside my heart. But this time i hope i can, i will put everything as normal, just let it be. Do all the best as i can. GOOD NITE EVERYONE =)..cheers

TAiwan

2009-10-04T07:51:00.000-07:00

I would like to sorry to my bro because unable to go with him to taiwan!!!..

I wished to go but 1month its too long 4 me!!!!! sigh =(

But he promised me next time he will me along if he manage to go there again..yeah!~

Now have to fully focus on my EXAM! GO ~!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks jo!

2009-09-21T22:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night Jo invited all the SAM class to dinner at upper star to celebrate Hari Raya!

Thanks Jo! I only had a chicken salad that night cause i cant eat oily foods due to stomach problem=).. the whole day i just ate a chicken salad, i wonder how i can stand the whole day..LOL

after that we went to metro to spend the rest of the time. guess what! The place was occupied with people! everyone was enjoying their time.OW by the way, saw Joanne n her friend playing too! I'm not good in pool so i just better sit down in anywhere near my darling and watch them to play. Clarissa come to me and we talked a lot of stuff.. study,future,boyfriend??etc Hmm.. one thing that make me mad was my parents come to metro to spot check me. could i say like that? This really makes me angry and also awkward .

well, basically that all i can say.

Wake up!

2009-09-17T04:16:00.000-07:00

Yes, i'm awake and there is 40++ days left for the final exam!!! Account i'm trying my best to improve!! i must at least know i can get a pass so that at least i still can upgrade to a better grade. English of course i'm putting all my time to it even i when i watch tv, i force myself to watch CNN to catch up what are they talking! LOLZ to improve my listening. Econ , yeah trying my best too! Hmm.. Math?? sigh.dieing soon. Last but not least, it is IT!!!!! my biggest worry could i say? but i'm still not working on it! should i give up on it?

i cant continuing anymore, time is pushing over me. I have to start my revision now! pls do leave a comment =)

Heart trembling..

2009-09-12T02:34:00.000-07:00

Lately, I'm busying with my study. Final exam is getting nearer!!!! 2ND November left 50+ days.

quite worry whether next year i could enter Curtin university. I'm putting all my strive to get an unexpected results could i say? I think everyone is putting their effort to complete it as well. Let's

work together S.A.M!

I think i will stop here, anyone feel free to comment =)

First experience =)

2009-08-31T03:06:00.000-07:00

Well, this is my first time to write a blog.I started to write a blog is because i want to express my feelings of happiness,sadness, problems that i have faced and confronted, instead of just letting it appear in my daily life.

HiHi, My name is Fiona Chua, currently staying in Malaysia.I'm now studying in Institut Sinaran , the course that I'm taking is South Australian Matriculation(SAM). YUPzZ, next year i will be going to Australia to continue my study.

Happy that i can go to Australia to learn to be independent
However, sad to leave the person that I'm not willing to,

Life is changing everyday, challenges that I have faced everyday are more harder. However, I will strive to achieve the things that I want. YA, My final exam is getting near and this lead me stresSFUL.
Recently life is getting interesting COZ an interesting person appear in my life =D

I think that's all i can say in this time, will updating again